Because my instinct is to tear another hole in myself, you'll be afraid of ever calming me down. You should start living. Yeah, you should start living again. And I've been coming up with reasons to change. They say the chemicals have got to be safe. I think I should start loving. I think I should start loving again. Call you on the drive home. Tell you this is gonna be it. Cause I live in a cycle. I promise you don't want to begin. Could take the low road by driving right over the edge. Take another little trip in my head, but the come down is wearing me out. I wish I could stop wearing you out. And if all my misgivings are true, I'll need a reason
not to empty you. It was only a vision in a moment so transient. It was only a vision. Call you on the drive home. I'm glad it's over. I'm glad it's over now.
released May 11, 2017
Additional vocals preformed by Chadwick Johnson of Hundredth.